So much to tell, so lazy to type...

Couple of major events happened since the last time I wrote...

1. I moved...5 zone away from the city....I know, I know...

2. Lost my camera during moving...

3. Been dealing with shitty agent to get the damn bond...Determined not to lose a single cent this time...

4. Determined to get a new and better paid job...

I'm getting bored with my blog layout...but then so lazy to change it...hahahahaha....

I still don't have internet at home so plz put up with my laziness+pokai-ness until I manage to get all my bills through...

To stay or not to stay...

Been thinking about this for soooooo long now...

Stay: Will be with the one I love so much
I get to see Gabby grow old
More job opportunities
Easy lifestyle and earn more $$ (in terms of currency)

Home: Will be with my family whom I miss so much
Will get to hang out with my dear frens ( I miss you guys so so much!!)
Get to eat "more" delicious foods!! (Mamak here I come!)
No need to speak 'Engalish' 24 jam everyday
Cheaper stuffs and more shopping malls

Its hard to make a decision to chose either...I mean, which ever I chose, I have to live that life for the rest of my life...Which ever I chose I will still be hurt coz I want the other life as well...

When I first came here I never thought of such complications although staying here was the plan initially...At that time, I was so young and eager to live all by myself and be selfish...I wanted my own life and freedom...I had good frens around me that kept me laughing and enjoying myself...Then slowly all the good times faded away...Frens graduated and went back home...I fell in love with someone and he became my new best fren...But it wasn't the same...At the same time, I began to learn and miss the value of family...It doesn't seem fair to me that I have to trade one for the other...

Now I have to decide...Time is not on my side anymore and not a day goes by that I don't cry thinking about it...I wish I don't have to do this but I need to learn the harsh reality that I am an adult now and I need to take responsibility for all the decision in my life...I want a better life, not only for myself but for the ones that I love...

This post is getting too heavy for me...

'06

Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!!

Alhamdullilah we survived another year...many good and bad memories of 2005 will be cherished and remembered...personally, I didn't had that much of good memories in '05...Hopefully everything will be better this year...

Happy New Year to everyone!!!!!

I will post more pictures of 2005 soon-ish...

Brawl in Sydney

It is a shame that this event happens and created a massive conflict amongst the people from this peace and harmony country...

I know most of you have read the articles in papers and saw it live on news...So have I...The condition of this riot is quite bad right now and it has been going on since Sunday...It all started when some life guards at the beach in Sydney was beaten up by some Middle Eastern- looking youths when they tried to stop them from harrasing women on the beach...It was like the "last straw" for the people down there and smses started to spread around the place on the date and place this event will take place...At first, it was thought as a joke but the tension grows and people started to take this seriously...A couple of people were arrested and many end up in the hospital...

Now the other side of the story...

You won't understand this unless you live or have lived in Sydney (I don't either at first, coz I never lived in Sydney before)...

From several people that I had conversations with about this issue, it seems these Lebenese people should have expected it coming to them...I AM NOT refering that all Lebenese people in Australia, don't get me wrong...The people that I am refering to are the Lebenese in Sydney who controls the suburbs by bullying, harrasing and going around scaring people in a group of 10 or more people...They robbed, harrased, bullied, threaten to rape, and bashed people and that is what they do...It is a matter of having the upper hand in power/control...There are other racial gangs in Sydney like the Viatnamese and the Aborigines and of coz the Aussies...

There are many innocent Lebenese people in Sydney that just want peace and freedom to do anything they want in their life, just as the Aussies...Some of them are proud and glad to be in this country to start a new chapter of their lives...A small percentage of them brought their harsh survival behaviour from their past to this place to mark unfamiliar territory as they did came here to seek refuge from their troubled country...

Several people that I know well has shared their experiences with the Lebenese people in Sydney before...Dave was almost mugged (he didn't had any $$ on him at all) and bashed...He and his sister + hubby lived in Sydney before...So did Justin and several other people who are not ashamed to say that they are glad this event finally took place...To them, the hatred is not fuelled by religion but by the people themselves...

I agreed with what Tasha said...Both sides are wrong to attack each other, as they cause more harm to the innocent people living in that areas...Cars were vandalised, broken glasses and bottles are everywhere...Now they are using more dangerous weapons like steel bars and knives...For now this riots haven't spread to Qld yet, so I really hope that all of these will end soon...

For everyone's sake...

~~Hiyah, now I need to learn kung fu...Jackie Chan style~~

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I got nothing interesting to blog abt...

No interesting places, people or events to talk abt...

My life is boring...

Ouchies!

It was cloudy earlier this morning today...

We have decided to go fishing to kill time and boredom...Head off early in the morning without checking the weather forecast today...It actually didn't bother us much as we were going to head there regardless...

Went to this beautiful place...

Had a wonderful time...So peaceful and quiet...Had time to read while waiting...But alas, the rain arrived...It was like somebody turned on the tap....We went to the cafe and had drinks while waiting...I had the biggest shock when I visited the ladies and saw myself in the mirror...I was so burned and tan...Anyways, we had to head back home empty-handed but with burns and dark tanned skin...

Some pics of the spot...

Takziah...

I just read Utusan online today and found out the news of the death of our PM's wife, Datin Seri Endon Mahmood yesterday...

Datin Endon suffered breast cancer for several years and has received treatments overseas...I was surprised to hear the news as I recalled reading recently that she was doing better with the current treatment...What a sad day it must be for the Malaysian people to lose such a role model and the backbone of our leader...

Despite the sad news, she passed away in the "bestest" month in the year, the holy month of Ramadan...I wish the best for the Allahyarham's family...Al-fatihah...


To everyone, Selamat Berpuasa (its a bit too late to say this..) and Selamat Hari Raya...Don't shop till your parents drop (or yourself, if it applies) and drive safetly...Remember to set aside my duit raya k...hehehehe...al-maklum, poket kering daaa...